Biggest nightmare ever!!!!!
Really regret what i have done!!!
I didnt know it is so serious,if i knew it earlier on i will not do it!!!!
It is a phobia for me now...I am really scared....really scared!!!
Yes, what your have been telling me is correct...things that are done is done...What i got to do is to accept the fact...No more shedding!!!
I swear i will never step into such places again!!!!NEVER!!
I don't want to ruin my life, i am scared!!!FEAR!!!!
There are so many things that i want to do and yet i have not fulfilled it..
I am scared!!!!

Upset upset upset!!!!!
No one to turn to....
No one to share with....
Everything changes just because of you entering my life....
Is it a good sign or a bad sign????
i don't know who to share with....I hate this lifestyle of mine.
I want to change to be a better.
Once i leaned a little by a little ...i wanted to rely more..
And i too greedy???
Yes, i think i am...
Greedy hurts me ...
I always tried to hold back myself.Is a kinda afraid !!!!
perhaps it might be a self protection of getting hurts.....
Simply hurts.....

sorry ...there is still no trust ....

Swollen Eye...

Poor me.... =( kinda pain and itchy.. Help me please.......!!!Is been 2 DAYS already.....

Please recover fast!!! is so uglyyyyyyy....It seem like it is getting worse each day.....Think is time for me to go for doctor......I can't stand it anymore.........Off for doctor....................

Sob sob.............Kinda expensive........Eye infection..... Just 1 cream and 1 antibiotic it cost me $36......EXPENSIVE!!!!!

Happy Birthday in advanced to Eileen Cheng...
Though is about 9 days earlier...
Hahas....
Hope you enjoy....
Loves you babe!!


Birthday Girl-Eileen cheng....Sky Rider..--->Shilin and hui2Huihui and eileen...

Cam-whored..

Eileen and hui... Mine and eileen...lols.We 2 got nothing better to do....

Back view of us with some _ _ _ _ _...Wahahas...

Eileen: you should know how to fill in the blank ???lols..

We couldn't stop laughing when someone shouted out...

Opps,didn't take any photo of weiping...

sorry gal ya.. =)

I know you won't blame me right??

Hahas...

Big girl don't cry........